
my bones are staring to scare me. i feel like they too are getting smaller. the smallest bumps of random things in life getting in my way often hurt so back i think i could have actually broke something, why the fuck then do i continue to stay here? because its better then getting bigger. anything is better than getting bigger. in fact i need to get a bit smaller, just to ensure i dont get bigger, and just in case i do, itll be easier to redeem myself………. goodbye i go die in hole now :D